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Missing youuuu!  Growing up without the care of a father and without even felt how being loved by a father is very hard but growing up with you is contentment. When you're with me it feels like I'm already complete , there's nothing I could've ask for because you are already there , you provide me everything. But suddenly you also left me without saying anything.. I could still remember the time when you're rushed to the hospital. I was so confident that time because I know that it was just "sisiw" for you , I know that you can overcome from it right away but I didn't expect that you'll be in comma .. It really breaks my heart when I heard that news.. I wished I was there to talked or to motivated you to please woke up because we're still here , I'm still here waiting for you, tho I wasn't there beside you I still talked to God to please gave you a chance to woke up , to be with us but maybe God wants you to back in His arms becaus...

11/06/16    I considered this day as one of the best! ^__^ Still can't imagine na nasa harap ko na siya , nahawakan ko na siya , na inaakbayan na niya ako , na nakapagselfie na kamii!! Whoaaaaah .. Can't imagine my reaction kanina when I saw him... It feels like I'm still dreaming .. Whooooh! 6 months of waiting to see him , then here it is.. Lord answered my prayers ^__^ He's really worth the wait! The moment that I saw him from a far it feels like the world has stop , everyone stops and only our eyes are blinking! and the moment I got the chance to be with him it feels like I wanted to stay with him all the way.!! Nakakastarstruck ka Beeeh! Sobraaa... That feeling na nanginginig buong katawan ko .. WHooooooooooooooh! SObrang soft ng kamay niya when we shake our hands , then his voice was supeeer sweet , yung tipong lalaki na hindi marunong magalit dahil supeer sweet yung boses! Lagi lang akong nakangiti kasi hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala akala ko hanggang tv , o...

Such a bad and worst day so far .............. >.< Saklap ng inabot ko kanina >.<  That feeling that you already did everything , you gave your very best.   Time , effort lahat lahat na ginugol mo sa bagay na yan , ikaw gumagawa ng lahat but suddenly still it's not enough!!! Huhuhuhu . Thesis! Bakit ka ganyaan?? Pati kayo mga panel?? bakit kayo ganyan???????! Yes! I admitted that I'm not good enough , my answers ,explanations was not good enough but you don't have the right to discriminate me ... I need an advice not a judgment ..  Let me learn from my mistakes from your advice not letting me to look down myself from your judgment!!! We respected you a lot but we also need your respect and understanding too .. But anyways! Thaaank You for making me realize , that I have to show you guys that I can and I will do this , not just for myself but also for my dreams :)) Laban!! Babawi ako sa Final Oral Defense!! Pre pa lang to!! Babawi pa akoo!!!

Right time to fall in love :) The first time I was introduced here in this world I already fell in love with the man who gave me a precious gift which is my life and the woman who carried me in her womb for nine months and gave birth to me. So there is no right age to fall in love because everyday we fall in love with our creator , with the place we've gone by, with music , with the nature and with the people around us .. Spread the LOVE!!

February 27,2016 12:41 am            Way back 2014 , I've met a guy whose name is --------- :D He's the kind of guy whom you can trust with , you can lean on with whenever you are sad , you can talk to whenever you feel no one's listening your kadramahan in life and lovelife . I remember before na kakabreak lang namin ng boyfriend ko at kakabusted lang din niya sa babaeng nililigawan niya ng biglang ginawan niya ko ng slideshow sabi niya gift daw niya sa'kin belated birthday gift daw . I was wondering if why he is doing that for me . Yun pala ay dinadamayan lang pala niya ko , I have no idea kung bakit kailangan niya kong pasayahin , kung bakit kailan niyang makinig sa mga hinanakit ko, ee hindi naman kami gaanu ka close noon. Maybe it's God's plan talaga para mas makilala namin ang isa't isa.  Dumaan ang ilang araw hindi ko alam na birthday pala niya nung araw na yun at kabirthmonth pala kami . Haha!  Biniro ko siya na ilibre niya ko , hin...

February 8,2016 11:40 pm Time Machine <3  When I was a kid I always heard from my fellow kids about their dreams in life that someday they wanted to become an inventor in order for them to invent a Time Machine , because they said that with the help of  time machine You can correct your mistakes from the past and at the same time you will know what will happen in the future. So in that idea , nagustuhan ko na ding maging inventor , kasi nga diba sino nga bang hindi magugustuhan yan na wala kanang maling magagawa kasi you can correct mistakes from the past even the biggest mistake you will commit is matatama mo , at hindi lang yan , makikita mo ang magiging future , kung malaman mo na may hindi magandang mangyari edi iibahin . If there is Time Machine you have the power to predict your life. But as I grow up , nag-iba ang pananaw ko sa buhay . For me, if ever that there is a Time Machine , I will never use it just to correct my mistakes from the past nor to see my fu...

January 21,2016 12:00 am  12 am thoughts . It's midnight and I'm still watching my favorite teleserye . Haaaaay!Hindi nakakasawa :) So kilig , and lots of learnings in lovelife not just only in that  but also in family,friends, and life .Hmmmmmn. I'm just still wondering if why I'm still sticking with a person I already knew that he would never ever come back again? .Maybe I'm still hoping for a second chance ? or just can't accept the fact that he is already moved on with me? Haaaaay! I'm so tired .. Hahahhahaha! And because of that teleserye I have learned something  I've learned that it's not right to stick with a person that there is no second chance for the both of you ,why??  because honestly he is no longer holding your hands just like he used to do before. Now it's time to let him go and set myself free from the past . It's time for me to move forward . Just focus on things that will make me happy , because I know that God is re...

January 12,2016 2:01 am  Hi Love, Mr. AM9 :) Someone posted in facebook about you earlier , that is why naalala na naman kita -_- haissst . Sobrang nakakainggit sila because they have the right to tell you that "I miss you" while me? wala kasi nga hindi tayo nagkakilala . If I could only bring back the time , the time that you're still alive. Pero hindi ee , Panaginip na lang talaga ang pag-asa natin .  By the way , alam ko na nakikita mo yung story na ginawa ko para sa'yo sana magustuhan mo yun :D Sige na love , sleep na ko ha , it's getting late na kasi ee .. gaya ng sabi ko I'll see you in my dreams na lang love :*

January 6,2016 10:12 pm                                                         They say mahirap daw  kalabanin sa taong nagmamahal ang first love ng kanilang minamahal , ee kasi nga daw it will never dies , hirap kalimutan , hirap palitan, pero para sa'kin hindi naman totoo yan ee . Hindi mahirap mag moved on sa first love lalong lalo na kung willing ka at kung kaya mo na.Napakaswerte na nga yung dalawang taong First Love at True love na rin nila ang isat isa but not all our first loves can be our last , kaya kahit first love pa yan , second love , ultimate love, dream boy/girl,childhood love wala paring makakatalo sa One True Love.

 January 6,2016 1:21 am.                                     Hi Love, it's day 418 since nalaman ko ang totoong pangalan mo and gusto kong malaman mo na heto pa rin ako patuloy na maghihintay na balang araw mapapanaginipan din kita para makausap man lang at masabi sa'yo na kung nabubuhay ka lang, gustong gusto kitang makilala and I want you to be my friend kaso sobrang late ko na siguro, kasi nakatira kana ngayon sa langit kamatayan din kasi ang pamasahe diyan ee  at alam ko na pinapahinga ka na ni Lord. Pasensya na ha napakatraffic ng buhay ee ayan tuloy hindi kita inabutan. Hintayin mo ko diyan ha , kaya lang matatagalan  ang pagsunod ko kasi kailangan ko pang tuparin mga pangarap ko ee, kailangan ko pa silang abutin lahat. Habang nandyan ka at andito ko, Please samahan mo ko lagi ha, wag na wag mo kong hahayang masaktan, Guardian Angel kaya kita. Basta time will come makikilala...